I wanted to break the record of not writing in this for a year, but since I'm going to check in to GHP on June 12th, I can't (besides today seems like the only day I can do this)
Well long time no write...seems like it'll be my last one for awhile, since xanga has gotten kinda useless -_-;;
Don't think I'm going to change my layout either...cuz it takes so much time...(for me)
*Get ready..cuz dis is gonna be a HUGE entry... can't stop babbling*
Man...I've been looking back on how i write...and i'm such a dork *sigh*...well i'm still a dork but a bit more of a mature dork 
NE wayz...I'm happy Jr yr's over...It waz so hectic >_<!! There were so many times I felt like i waz about to crack (sometimes i did)...but there were also really good times. I love the surprises in my life..makes it more interesting
And this is supposedly the time when i have to think of my future...but all i can do rite now is reallie set pinpoints and wait for everything to just follow up and cum at me just as God planned it.
Mentioning God...I've been putting up excuses on how I don't have time to do quiet time or read the Bible or even act the way i should...but maybe it's just because I care only about my life or because I don't care at all....I even have my sister who's looking up to me...and even rite now i'm writing about it and not doing ne thing...
But I thank God, since he has provided so many opportunities and experiences...yet all i do is complain...feel reallie spoiled 
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Man~ I wanna see so many movies...especially "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" that's coming out during the end of June >_< ( I can't go see it)....wat else? Harry Potter book #6 is coming out too in JUNE... 3 dayz AFTER i check in at GHP >o<!! (maybe i'll have my parents buy it and give it to me when we are on the long weekend trip --> we are able to go away from campus during GHP for one weekend)
I won't be able to do summer nor researching colleges and doing their essays...I'm so short on time >.<
One good thing about my summer is that for AP Literature..we have to read Genesis, Exodus, and Matthew in King James Verson...yay! I've been wanting to read the Bible for so looong...but didn't have the time nor motivation (stopped reading Genesis after chapter 10)...but now i have a purpose other than for my self benefit ^-^
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Short Story:
I've never reallie liked young korean starz to the point where my friends do (they like worship them)...cuz i thought it waz unrealistic...
I was close to that point when °Ü¿ï¿¬°¡(Winter Ballad) came out...and ¹è¿ëÁØ was sooo FINE...and muh shi suh...but I didn't really get to the level my friends were in....
But around that time when I was REwatching Winter Ballad, I watched a sitcom called Orange...(which, now i know, had the girl that liked Bi in Full House) and also had ±èÁ¤ÈÆ(Kim Jung Hoon; for those who dun have korean encoding...which i don't when i get subscriptions from people and i can't read what they say...^-^;;) from UN as well. And when i first saw him..i was like "He's cute" ^.^. The way he acted and such...awwwww XP
well ne wayz...i stopped watching it and kinda forgot about him...
Then when i waz watching the ban jun drama after xman and this guy came out that was sooooooooo cute...the way he acted was so adorable... And i knew i saw him somewhere... so I asked my mom and she was like "oh datz seven"...and I did remember that seven kinda looked like that (they do look kinda similar)...and so I started searching for seven's pix...some of them did look like that guy on ban jun drama (while sum didn't reallie seem like his personality) but i didn't care...
So once i got a WHOLE bunch of seven pix...everyone started to see that i liked seven (I thought so too)...and they were like ..."congratz you actually like a star now"...but then in later xman episodes...dat same guy comes on (  ) and i like yelp "yay!! seven is on!!"...but then they introduce him like "Kim Jung Hoon" so i waz confused...
Then i searched online by THAT name...and all these adorable pix come up and it IS him for real...
So I've been liking the same person since the beginning but i thought i liked seven....keke...i waz so happy cuz i found out i didn't reallie skip around starz and I waz faithfull to da end...(hahaha i sound like a DORKY drama queen)
And so I told all this to yeony (who knew me when i liked that UN since Orange)...and she told me that, unlike seven, Kim Jung Hoon was smart...cuz he attends Seoul University!!...Then i waz like "WOW!..dis guys perfect!!"
So the moral of the story (if you call it a moral)...I won't have a problem finding the perfect guy for me to marry...(puhahahaha mai bad to those ppl who are reading dis)
See~ See~
Se7en (left) Kim Jung Hoon...nya~X3(Right)
doesn't se7en look similar to him in dis pic (or maybe ish jus me -_-;;)
(no but seriously...i have confidence in my ppl picking skillz....cuz all mai friends are wonderful ppl~ keke...Not just dat..like on showz...I know what type of personality I dispise and what type i like...I usually spot this even by looking at them before I see them interacting....like on xmen...Ex: like Brain!! from Fly to the Sky...I just didn't like him from the beginning..cuz he looked like a brat *Sorrie to his fans >_<;;*...and guess wat...on Love Letter AND xman...he had the most disgusting and rude behavior: he would try to act cute in front of the gurlz by doing dis supposedly cute dance! But then he would get BBE JUH the next minute...then he would be rude! ugh~ shiverz ran down my spine...And yeony who liked him didn't like him after she saw how he acted) I guess you could call me picky and mean and very judgemental from outer looks...but i know what type of people i would and would not get along with...wow i sound cocky mai bad  (But I usually don't limit who i become friends with until AFTER i have talked to them cuz personality is wat matterz to me)
turned out to be a long story after all
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Another thing...
I'm translating Korean Manga rite now...I'm so excited..I get to see the the manga scans before ne one else ^-^...and dun have to waste time dling it either...keke yay! Getting two birds with one stone...
This: W-Juliet (girl impersonates boy...becomes friends with boy who impersonates girl...and slowly fall in love)
Mai mom is kinda getting mad...cuz all i'm doing is watching, reading, and drawing anime/manga...
I want to keep this from her..but i kinda hope that i could later in my life...be a manga artist and/or a character designer for future games..such as the games Final Fantasy, Magna Carta, War of Genesis ^o^ they have the coolest characterz of all time!...cuz doing these things rite now is what makes me the happiest.
like dis (magna carta: calintz)
I'm jus hoping that I can get settled...and after i have outgrown my job or watever...or just as a hobby...i want to make manga...(well i'm dreaming ne wayz)...mai friends tell me that this is impossible since only a selected few manga artists get a lot of money: ur work has to reallie stand out...
oh well even if i dun get to be one..i'll still draw for the sake of it...and read and watch ^-^
So translation is something i'm doing over the summer...(although i can't while i'm in GHP)
Ne wayz...I'm trying to enjoy my summer...and hope you ppl have fun as well!! (might cum back and put pix i took during the yr and more of my life's stories...catch up on the year's events since my last entry)
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5:15 am...I guess itz my habit of sleeping for only 4 hours...and i've been awake since 2 ( you do da math)
some pix:
me
Last Day of Korean School...couldn't get many pix on mai cell...itz all in mai camera (which reminds me: I want/need to get a DCam before GHP starts >-<)
Me and Catherine
Me and Woori
omgosh!! This dude looks JUST like L from Deathnote XD!!! Lub da characterz, luv da story, luv da manga!
pix of when mai family went to Niagara Falls during spring break:
At night...the diff colorz on the falls
A pic of the sky i took on the way there. So pretty!!
Mai family
Niagara Falls during da day...water has washed away some of the snow..but not all of it...so cool~ looks like marble
HANAKIMI!!! All da guys are so hott and da girlz so cute in dis manga!!!
desperately wish i could draw like dis >~< (i can't draw guyz...want to so i can drool at mai own drawingz keke ^-^v)
(from left to right: Sano *  so dreamy*, Nakatsu *  *, Nanba *  *, and... UMEDA*XD flutter flutter*)
now...time to run~! |